Your Pain is the Narcissists Bliss


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The Principle foundations of Kosmic Fusion were to remain the non-doer this was always part of the original philosophy taught by Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Dallia/Iphenigie was constantly asking questions about the doer saying that she didn't get it. Dallia/Iphenigie was always introducing doubt into the minds of the FiTs. This constant undermining of Sree Maa Shri Ji's teachings was a subtle manipulation and projection to maintain a position of power within Kosmic Fusion.

I remember having a conversation with her when she came to Australia in 2015 where she was questioning me and implying that Kosmic Fusion was a cult. She really had been thinking about this for a long time. What was interesting was that Dallia/Iphenigie was given the choice to leave when ever she wanted however she did not take this choice.

She then invited herself into the Ashram in 2016 to live and began to take the lead in all the events. At that time i was sharing some on line meditations with Ekta and Dallia/Iphenigie began to edge me out, together with Irene they took the lead over the online events. She was working hand in glove with Irene to take over areas, Europe and China and take Kosmic Fusion to these continents.

All the while Irene/Joy Awakening (as she calls herself now) and Dallia/Iphenigie were constantly devaluing me behind my back, both of them using the false persona that they had created of being a compassionate and empathic person and projecting this in front of the group.

“They will hate you if you are beautiful. They will hate you if you are successful. They will hate you if you are right. They will hate you if you are popular. They will hate you when you get attention. They will hate you when people in their life like you… They just hate. However, remember this: They hate you because you represent something they feel they don’t have. It really isn’t about you. It is about the hatred they have for themselves. So smile today because there is something you are doing right that has a lot of people thinking about you.”
― Shannon L. Alder


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