Kosmic Fusion Soul Memoirs

In honor of my most Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji Seven years ago I met my wonderful and most Beloved Guru Sree Maa Shri Ji, and so my journey began. Unity was something that I thought I would find with a group of like minded individuals. How wrong I was to think that the very group I was drawn to would attract many other seekers like me meaning the good, the bad and ....the ugly. What unfolded from that point was a profound journey of healing and transformation from my old self to my new SELF. Transformation can come in many packages, small, medium large and Beyond Beyond. Sree Maa Shri Ji fit in the last category - Beyond anything I had experienced before. Like many who have walked a so called "spiritual" path before my journey unfolded exponentially. On the outside it seemed that nothing had changed, but on the inside a much deeper transformation was unfolding for me....

There's an old English saying that used to get thrown around in the playground which is very fitting to illustrate what Irene and Dallia brought to the FiT program. Sticks and Stones Will Break My Bones but Names Will Never Hurt Me! If you have been following my story as a volunteer in Kosmic Fusion, these two so called "spiritual" people created such a strong false image among the volunteers that people actually thought that they were good and kind people. The real story was that they continually sabotaged Sree Maa Shri Ji and the volunteers by using their finely honed tactics of, smearing the very one's that were helping them deal with the very real issue of ego. What was revealed through this process was that we were dealing with two very real narcissists. For those of you that know Sree Maa, a truly fearless teacher of the Absolute Truth, Dallia/Iphenigie and  Irene/Joy Awakening (as she calls herself now)  were able to twist everything so that they looked li...

Devalue, Discard and other Games Played By the Narcissist Oh what joy and relief when the narc finally leaves your life! I can feel like I can breath and be myself without fear of being victimized. So my narc, lets call her  Irene/Komal/Joy Awakening (as she calls herself now) had a very cunning and clever plan to have me thrown out of the FiT program. It was so that she could take over not only representing Sydney but also Australia. Such is the Grandiosity of a fully fledged narcissist. What she devised was to persuade the other FiTS to join with her and demand that I back pay contributions to her dating back to 2014. She had painted me as someone who was not contributing on many levels. So she set me up and used my guilt for not contributing to make back payments towards events that she had insisted that we attend. She would of course ask Hanuman to be the front person, always insisting that Hanuman was the one that wanted us to do the events. I'm posting my pro...